alright, i admit it. it's been a long time since i blogged. well, i guess that's cause usually i blog when i feel the need to blog and it's the time when i can't sort out my emotions and need this blog to help me solve it. today, i'm going to blog about my life to life basis.

this week, thus yet, has been a real refreshing week before i go into the exams. somehow, these few days my mind has been really alert even though i'm not having 7 hours of enough sleep. i tend to be able to focus and my moods swings are more controlled now, and i got to tell you, i'm much happier now. it's great to finally get back to the self which i love most and hear and talk about stories from and to friends.

witty comments and snark humor. god, it's time like this where i actually love school.

but one good thing the month of april has thought me is that we choose our own deicisions whether we decide to be happy, angry, moody or sad. sure, sometimes it's our friends and family who are the ones who turn that mood swing on, but as long as you decide to control it and forgive the person (i know it's hard), we can turn that day into something better then we expect. i guess i am able to say this cause i'm in better moods that most days, but in the end it's really your own decision.

you never know what will come in your way as you live your life, for example how now certain internet pages are down and i am pissed off with the server. okay, so now that was random.

sometimes it's a stroke of luck in how you do things, but sometimes it's not. in life, i believe it all comes down to me and my decisions to label what i will be and do.